tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-79312760296416357392011-08-04T03:23:36.813+08:00This is the story that is going through my head.. If you love somebody, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were.Ah BaOhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07732561035349753427noreply@blogger.comBlogger191100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7931276029641635739.post-57244112139834205902009-07-03T23:43:00.000+08:002009-07-03T23:47:50.917+08:00this is some random shit...<div><br /></div><div>I AM FEELING DAMN EMO!!!!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>THATS ALL!!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7931276029641635739-5724411213983420590?l=myinnerbao.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah BaOhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07732561035349753427noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7931276029641635739.post-25681238183578290182009-03-05T21:02:00.004+08:002009-03-05T21:38:03.557+08:00A sudden urge to write this...<div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>James is just an ordinary guy. The typical type of guy where you just tend not to see him. He likes being not <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">notice</span> because this to him makes life so easier. You can just go and come back from doing things and no one even notice that your gone.</div><div><br /></div><div>Rose on the other hand is as gorgeous as a rose. She is always in the center of attention. Not a day goes by without her being swarm by guys from everywhere. Although she is always being proposed to but she never accept them because she thinks that they are only after her beauty.<br /></div><div><br /></div><div>James is in the same class as Rose but he never try to approach her even if he has the chance. Its not that she is always playing hard to get or what but that he thinks that he is just not worthy of being near someone so amazing.</div><div><br /></div><div>Days pass and he still haven't talk to her. He only hang around his friends that sometimes also that forgets that James is around them. He only gets to see her when class starts and only catching an <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">occasional</span> glance from the back of the class. But this made him happy.</div><div><br /></div><div>That is until this faithful day. It was a science class and the teacher wants to divide the class into pairs. And guess what? James and Rose were paired up. At first they only compared notes and do what lab partners do. A few weeks later, they started to talk to one another, they found out they have so much in common. They both love the band " We the Kings " and they both also like to indulge in chocolate. That was not all of it. They were tonnes of other stuff that they both had in common. James slowly fell affectionate toward Rose but he never had the guts to tell her.</div><div><br /></div><div>One day, Rose ask James that whether that he has a girlfriend or not. Upon hearing that question James choked on the water that he was drinking and water came out of his nose. This made Rose giggled. Rose likes it when James makes a fool of himself. And James also love seeing Rose happy smiling or laughing. After pausing a while, James still did not know what answer to give to Rose........................</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Comments is needed for continuing of the story. ^^</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7931276029641635739-2568123818357829018?l=myinnerbao.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah BaOhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07732561035349753427noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7931276029641635739.post-89183060185151331772009-02-17T17:29:00.002+08:002009-02-17T17:49:06.835+08:00tick tock tick tock,<div>the clock inside me ticks away,</div><div>how long will it continue ticking on,</div><div>how long is that in store for me,</div><div>all is a mystery and all is a blur,</div><div><br /></div><div>Haiz... I'm like so dying rite now!! I have so many things on my chest... but i cant unload it... all i can do is just carry it alone... bearin the burden... its been so long since i had blog... each blog is getting old and full of complaints... busting wif words tat made no sense... I am so bottled up inside... Twas a time when i had someone who would listen to my woe... and i would listen to theirs.. but tat someone now is happier now... I noe she is... I can c tat.. I am happy for that person.. Melbourne... A place whr i am alone and new.. Its a place where i can start new.. Its hard and challenging... I will EXCEL!!! I MUST EXCELL!!!! Haiz.. so much stuff to worry about... but all i can do is worry alone... i cant say anythin o do anythin... BUT I WILL SUCCEED IN THE END!!!</div><div><br /></div><div>Will blog sometime soon...</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7931276029641635739-8918306018515133177?l=myinnerbao.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah BaOhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07732561035349753427noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7931276029641635739.post-90770010685588472772009-01-05T01:14:00.006+08:002009-01-05T01:36:50.619+08:00keeping this post simple... i think i'm going to end here... XD<div><br /></div><div>jkjk... i dunno wad to write.. lets jz c wad my fingers will type out..</div><div><br /></div><div>1. i miss school... wait... i miss the frenz in school... i hate school... XD jz like spending time wif frenz who r in school...</div><div><br /></div><div>2. i'm growing up.. almost 18... in like two weeks and one day left... wont hav any presents this yr i guess... (i wish all my frenz are here to celebrate my birthday wif me will be my biggest present)</div><div><br /></div><div>3. seriously lazy to update anythin on my blog... sorry my sweet daughters... daddy lazy ba... mizz u guys so so much... hehe...</div><div><br /></div><div>4. i skipped a useless programme call ns... refer to legend's blog for details... http://xvlegend.blogspot.com</div><div><br /></div><div>5. i'm at qatar for all those who dunno... hahaz... and for those who dunno whr it is... its in saudi arabia... dunno? go check map...</div><div><br /></div><div>6.i'm doing nth but eat, sleep, shopping, online, eat, sleep, shopping, online, and getting scold for doing all this...==</div><div><br /></div><div>7. wanna go to aus as soon as possible but only possible on the 9th and sch starts on the 12th.. go figure...</div><div><br /></div><div>8. damn cold the weather... kinda like it if its nt so dry... *applying major moisturiser* skin is like a wrinkled old man... XDD</div><div><br /></div><div>9. eating nth but dairy products and good food... XDD</div><div><br /></div><div>10. praying for my bro to get into the A.S.D American School of Doha...</div><div><br /></div><div>11. cant believe i got scolded by dad coz his angry at my bro... wad da heck???</div><div><br /></div><div>12. seriously missing miri frenz.. but all in ns... and some already schoolin...</div><div><br /></div><div>13. for those who are schooling already... GAMBATEH!!! JIA YOU!!!</div><div><br /></div><div>14. for form 5 students.. advice from a person who jz finish it... DON FALL IN LOVE!! *regrets* and its never too late to study... but it is too late when its august.. gambateh y'all...</div><div><br /></div><div>15. i dunno wad i'm typing...</div><div><br /></div><div>16. new yr resolutions are:</div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>-be a good boy( yea rite)<br /></div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>-study hard (hav to if wan scholarship and wanna cont in aus)<br /></div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>-wait for them to come and not go to them (yea baybe, hope this happens.. XDD)<br /></div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>-the one above put on hold till in uni<br /></div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>-must find better new yr resolutions<br /></div><div><br /></div><div>17. i'm jz bullshitting here... wad de heck.. hahaz...</div><div><br /></div><div>18. wanna be more independent...</div><div><br /></div><div>19. wanna learn to cook...</div><div><br /></div><div>20. I MISS MY FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!</div><div><br /></div><div>21. i miss my miri food... gan mian... nasi lemak... roti john... etc....</div><div><br /></div><div>22. i think thats bout it..</div><div><br /></div><div>23. will update when i'm in the mood...</div><div><br /></div><div>24. buh bye all... c ya in a few yrs time~~~</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7931276029641635739-9077001068558847277?l=myinnerbao.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah BaOhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07732561035349753427noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7931276029641635739.post-89687277796407756422008-12-09T21:37:00.002+08:002008-12-09T21:52:07.745+08:00this title may seem weird.. but its got its own meaning... to me it means finding my old self... the one i left behind.. the one that most of my "frenz" knew... ya... the old me... ppl think tat everything new is good... but i don... some old stuff are great.. for example... vintage wine.. the longer the wine the better it is... when i think bout this i realize.. i cant change who i am now.. all i can do is move forward.. i cant be my old self... coz who i am now is me... and my old self is another person... i've changed... i do admit tat... change for the worse?? o for the better?? some ppl hate me now i guess... but i've got one thing to tell them... u aint so good urself... when people change... adept wif them... change ur point of view... don keep stayin the old coot u are... change.... EVERYONE is destined to change...<div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>ok... finished wif the change thing now... back to the basics... wad does it means?? i've told u one of my opinion... tell me urs...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>when i ask a fren of mine.. wad does it means to him... u noe wad he said??</div><div><br /></div><div>Change style of "kao lui" to the most simple style... i was like WTF??? wat kinda bullshit is tat...  maybe his life is jz bout chasing girls and stuff... but another view of mine is.....</div><div><br /></div><div>well should i say it?? i think i should.... but wad if its also bullshit??? well who cares??? </div><div><br /></div><div>well my view is almost but at a different level of my frenz opinion... mine is how to make frenz...</div><div><br /></div><div>ya... frenz... some ppl take this word lightly... u hav loads of frenz... so wat?? can u tell every bit of secret to them?? i cant... coz i noe... my frenz... some of them spill their guts out... some of them jz keep it to themselves... i respect both... but who i think is a real fren is... someone who hold no secrets wif another fren...</div><div><br /></div><div>having no secrets between two ppl... able to laugh.. able to cry... telling ur sorrows... telling ur joy... that is wad i call FRIENDS... i envy those ppl who have real FRIENDS.. but after my high school yrs.. i did find a few.. i wil cherish them... i will love them... i am nth without them...</div><div><br /></div><div>guys.. i thank you... for being my FRIENDS...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7931276029641635739-8968727779640775642?l=myinnerbao.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah BaOhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07732561035349753427noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7931276029641635739.post-18747367703554711252008-11-26T17:04:00.000+08:002008-11-26T17:06:43.376+08:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">PEOPLE READIN THIS AND ARE MY FRIENDS!!! UR INVITED!!! ON THE 1ST OF DEC THERE WILL BE A PARTY!!! AT MY FARM!! INTERESTED??? </span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 24px;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 24px;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 24px;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 24px;">CALL ME O EMAIL ME AT U NOE LA!!!</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7931276029641635739-1874736770355471125?l=myinnerbao.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah BaOhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07732561035349753427noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7931276029641635739.post-76568135840917606602008-09-26T22:36:00.014+08:002008-09-26T22:45:37.850+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_wb0EmXNq_lA/SNz1Bx4tHNI/AAAAAAAAAEI/TGhCSl4oZrY/s1600-h/ATT00001.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer;" 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href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_wb0EmXNq_lA/SNz0vaVA3JI/AAAAAAAAADo/AG6OO06xy2o/s1600-h/ATT00004.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_wb0EmXNq_lA/SNz0vaVA3JI/AAAAAAAAADo/AG6OO06xy2o/s320/ATT00004.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5250340360965643410" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_wb0EmXNq_lA/SNz0qL43-7I/AAAAAAAAADg/wfZYMRKJILA/s1600-h/ATT00005.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_wb0EmXNq_lA/SNz0qL43-7I/AAAAAAAAADg/wfZYMRKJILA/s320/ATT00005.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5250340271190178738" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_wb0EmXNq_lA/SNz0mWt2XCI/AAAAAAAAADY/2gt7GHugEgA/s1600-h/ATT00006.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_wb0EmXNq_lA/SNz0mWt2XCI/AAAAAAAAADY/2gt7GHugEgA/s320/ATT00006.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5250340205377248290" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_wb0EmXNq_lA/SNz0gGN_8GI/AAAAAAAAADQ/Ub-vS80uVQA/s1600-h/ATT00007.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_wb0EmXNq_lA/SNz0gGN_8GI/AAAAAAAAADQ/Ub-vS80uVQA/s320/ATT00007.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5250340097869475938" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_wb0EmXNq_lA/SNz0YzcVE-I/AAAAAAAAADI/_ABexJt6C88/s1600-h/ATT00008.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_wb0EmXNq_lA/SNz0YzcVE-I/AAAAAAAAADI/_ABexJt6C88/s320/ATT00008.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5250339972570223586" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_wb0EmXNq_lA/SNz0WsMDK0I/AAAAAAAAADA/D2oGKvwq9aw/s1600-h/ATT00009.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_wb0EmXNq_lA/SNz0WsMDK0I/AAAAAAAAADA/D2oGKvwq9aw/s320/ATT00009.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5250339936263154498" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_wb0EmXNq_lA/SNz0UBP5fFI/AAAAAAAAAC4/L3SmnN7wiz4/s1600-h/ATT00010.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_wb0EmXNq_lA/SNz0UBP5fFI/AAAAAAAAAC4/L3SmnN7wiz4/s320/ATT00010.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5250339890376834130" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br />though this is an old email tat my fren sent me... but i wanna share wif u guys... those who noe how to read chinese... hahaz...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7931276029641635739-7656813584091760660?l=myinnerbao.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah BaOhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07732561035349753427noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7931276029641635739.post-60049039155541082252008-09-19T23:30:00.002+08:002008-09-19T23:37:42.445+08:00Its kinda nostalgic after given <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">de</span> same answer by <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">de</span> same person... <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">heh</span>... but <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">nw</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">i'm</span> free... <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">i've</span> dreamt of <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">touchin</span> tat bittersweet blue sky.. but through the way i fell... fell and i got myself hurt... <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">hehe</span>... finally a giggle... sigh.. a sigh of relief and a sigh of sadness... it overwhelms my heart... but i think its also a sign of relief... i feel a whole lot better after <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">gettin</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">de</span> answer... and its like tat blue sky is moving on... and a new dawn is coming... that stone... wait.. boulder tat crushed my senses have been relieved and taken away... i c things more clearly <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">nw</span>... for that i thank you... thank you for <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">teachin</span> me how to grow up... thank you for <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">havin</span> telling me the truth... <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">u'll</span> always be my special someone... <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14">heh</span>... my special <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15">fren</span>... <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16">thanx</span>....<br /><br />finally my mind is free... free from all tots... thanks... thank you... from the bottom of my cold blue heart...<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17"><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7931276029641635739-6004903915554108225?l=myinnerbao.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah BaOhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07732561035349753427noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7931276029641635739.post-48711804697122638232008-09-19T14:16:00.004+08:002008-09-19T21:22:54.335+08:00i guess i wont be tellin wad i wanna tell u thru msn i guess.. i can only hope tat u really will read it in my blog... my feelings.. all of it in this post... -BIG SIGH- its been like forever since i've talked to u.. but today... finally today i open tat big fat useless pipe-hole of mine and spoke to u... though there's not much point in talkin... all ur answers are flat and monotone... haiz... but it is already a big relieve tat i spoke to u... it some how blowed some of my troubles away just listenin to ur voice.. but in tat voice i felt tat there's somethin u wanna tell me.. maybe its jz a wrong guess... haiz... i also found out tat ur sick... i've reminded u always to take care of urself... haiz... maybe its jz tat i'm such a worrywart... haiz...<br /><br /><br />enough bout her for this moment and let me recap one wad i am and did durin this week...<br /><br />1. missin her like missin de world<br />2. test... trial... killin me...<br />3. still missin her like nth else matters<br />4. listenin to how to say... emo songs... techno and deep trance<br />5. finally talked to her<br />6. still need to find out things bout her<br /><br />thats all for the week i guess... haiz... my head has been like shoutin STUDY IQBAL!!! but my heart is shoutin... screamin... I AM HOOKED ONTO U!!! haiz... too different major organ functionin in a stupid useless organism...<br /><br />never mind... been motivatin myself... with my msn pm... just let it go...<br /><br />if u guys wanna noe wad is my pm then here it is...<br /><br />If you love somebody, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were.<br /><br />i think its quite true... i hope she'll give me de answer one day... and i hope she noes how i feel bout her... and i really hope tat she'll read these post that is meant for her... and noe wad to do...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7931276029641635739-4871180469712263823?l=myinnerbao.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah BaOhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07732561035349753427noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7931276029641635739.post-91976289274298665962008-09-13T17:41:00.002+08:002008-09-13T18:03:04.775+08:00hey guys.. i think its been forever since i post a new entry... i broke my promise to myself...<br /><br />Matter no.1 going on in my head<br /><br />hhaiz... am such and ass... haiz... feelings inside of me... thoughts goin through me... its all..... A HUGE MESS!!! $#@%#@$#@%$#@^$# haiz.... its not the first time like this.. but why does it happen... i'm confused... i'm like having a fight in my brain... going on everytime every hour every minute... one part says... SPM!!!! the other says... She's jz in front of u... go get her... both got their reasons... both are killin me... haiz... i'm so so so SO useless... couldn even write a proper blog.... haiz... den i start to compare myself to the others.. i found out... tat i'm jz a piece of... Sh**t.... haiz...<br /><br />Matter no.2 going on in my head<br /><br />the second thing is still her.... i dunno why..... its jz her.... i'm drownin myself in deep trance techno now... talk about kill joy... haiz... wish i still had tat pack of ********* wif me... haiz... den i can let off some of my steam... but i got rid of it... so.... stay healthy.... i gotta get my head back into study now... but i jz cant... haiz.....<br /><br />Matter no.3 going on in my head<br /><br />i cant think of anythin... o god... will u jz let me die... i'm feeling miserable... but i don wan this feeling to go... how ironic eh.... haiz... humans are always like this... they... we don wanna let go of anythin.....<br /><br />Matter of frenz<br /><br />frenz around me..... i tot i had loads of frenz... but i finally noe tat i only hav a few frenz i can really let my steam off... thanks guys... gonna miss u when i move to qatar... some frenz r jz to hav fun wif... in my case... most of them... i wanna b closer wif u guys... but sometimes... i jz find this wall blocking us.... not only wif my frenz....<br /><br />but wif "u" also... the wall between u grown even bigger... AAAAAARRRRGGGHHHHH!!! how come i always go back to her???? call it lust... call it a way of runnin... but i jz cant get u outta my head... i think i'm really sick.... sickly in...... haiz.... i think i'll leave it here now... hope u read this and understand how i really feel... i jz wan u to noe tat this guys is officially hooked on to u...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7931276029641635739-9197628927429866596?l=myinnerbao.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah BaOhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07732561035349753427noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7931276029641635739.post-49431219688190689282008-07-26T11:12:00.002+08:002008-07-26T11:21:47.960+08:00this is my final entry... so meaning fromnow onwards this blog will be a distant memory.. so i'll make this entry a somewhat special one??? i wanna thank all my frenz for being with me... i wanna thanks some of those who intro me to bloggin.. but i'm just to lazy to write.. only once in a blue moon... a really blue one i might say.. hahaz... thanks everyone... i love u guys... i dunno wad to say actually... haiz... but this blog is jz a shout out to everyone i really care bout.. i've changed.. not for the better but for the worst.... haiz... i'm sorry guys... SORRY!!!! but i still really appreciate u guys for being there with me... for ur ppl's info... i maybe movin to qatar next year... so bye malaysia... bye guys... bye 'u'... bye..................... when i come back i will be someone else... from the outside.. and a better person inside(hope so)... i dunno wad to write.. but my fingers are just writing it on my own... o ya... i may start a new blog... but i think tats only if its destined... hahaz... so if i start a new blog i'll tell u guys... hahaz... final entry... first hello... final goodbye...<br /><br /><br /><br />bye guyz....<br /><br />urs one and only..<br /><br />iqbal aka bao aka ah bao aka baobao aka yi bao aka ah bao ge aka bao ge<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7931276029641635739-4943121968819068928?l=myinnerbao.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah BaOhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07732561035349753427noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7931276029641635739.post-56079237138122155412008-06-01T17:37:00.002+08:002008-06-01T17:51:03.508+08:00a song by a-du<br />this song reli is meaningful u can go and listen to it..<br />this is de lyrics..<br /><br />差一点你就是我的女人<br />差一些手牵手的完整<br />却在对的时间错过对的人<br />抓不住幸福时分<br />遇上了错的人渐渐的吻在她无心的嘴唇<br />感觉像一个旅程走完了就分<br />错过了对的人,决定就只在那一秒那一分<br />爱情的岔口,你是我等不到的路人<br />差一点你就是我的女人<br />差一些就和你共度一生<br />因为对的时间对的人<br />就值得我为你奋不顾身<br />差一点你就是我的女人<br />差一些手牵手的完整<br />却在对的时间错过对的人<br />抓不住幸福时分<br />错过了对的人<br />定就只在那一秒那一分<br />如果没缘分<br />我也会固执的为你一人<br />差一点你就是我的女人<br />差一些就和你共度一生<br />因为对的时间对的人<br />就值得我为你奋不顾身<br />差一点你就是我的女人<br />差一些手牵手的完整<br />却在对的时间错过对的人<br />抓不住幸福时分<br /><br /><br />this song is wad i've been listenin to this past few days.. even if i'm happy o sad.. but to me happy and sad is all nth now.. coz now i lost wad i cherished most.. maybe it was the wrong time.. maybe its just that i'm no the one.. but at least i had my chance.. coz i'm happy wad we've been thru.. a break... maybe tats wad we need.. but i hope its not a long one..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7931276029641635739-5607923713812215541?l=myinnerbao.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah BaOhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07732561035349753427noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7931276029641635739.post-86567021778394891452008-05-23T22:30:00.002+08:002008-05-23T22:41:53.483+08:00writer's block is <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">happenin</span> from this afternoon.... after <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">de</span> exam all my switch in my brain was like all turn off.... i was like dead man walking.... but was glad <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">everythin</span> is over.. yea... <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">holi</span>.... big <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">whopee</span> = =" like <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">i'm</span> having <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">holi</span>...... <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">hav</span> tonnes of revision to catch up.. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">hz</span>... only thing is don need to get up early.... <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">mdm</span> ling gave us like <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">hw</span> for <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">hol</span>..... <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">haiz</span>... but as for chem.... need my revision... o not die <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">liao</span> la... here are my test forecast:<br /><br />Chinese: dunno wad to say bout it... maybe just ITS SUCKS!!!! god damn it... <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14">i'm</span> a <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15">malay</span>(actually confessing) don u <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16">noe</span> tat we dunno <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17">chinese</span>... <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18">hahaz</span>... my mom!!! y u force me~~<br />BM: PASS IS JUST A MIRACLE!!!!!<br />BI: PLEASE LORD AN "A" THIS TIME PLEASE~~<br />M3: a solid "B" is a thank u.....<br />M+: "C" please...<br />BIO: ONE WORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19">FFFFFFFFFFAAAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIILLLLLLLLLLLL</span>!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />CHEM: "B" <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_20">Pleassseeee</span>..... i wan a "B" <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_21">nya</span>.....<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_22">PHY</span>:<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_23">paassssssss</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_24">mmmmeeee</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_25">llllllaaaa</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_26">mdm</span> ha....<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_27">SEJ</span>: SAME AS BIO!!!!<br />PI: A MIRACLE I NOE HOW TO DO!!!! +.+<br />EST: miss chew.... please let me passs......<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7931276029641635739-8656702177839489145?l=myinnerbao.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah BaOhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07732561035349753427noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7931276029641635739.post-68130718923207117212008-05-11T14:01:00.003+08:002008-12-09T17:39:52.807+08:00ITS BEEN SSSSOOOO LONG SINCE MY LAST BLOG~~DuNo Why I'm In a MoOd To TyPe ThIS WaY BuT BeEAAR WiF ME~~ ok.... got over tat stage.. sigh~~ TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST~~~~~~ i'M DANG TIRED OF IT~~ why do we hav test~~ if u noe noe la... why need to test... if good good la... if stupid stupid la... DANG the board of edu... hz... relli stress by test... haven even study a bit... and tomolo is de "BIG" day... fuku... haiz... anyways... i think i'll just put some random pic on my blog la... since i got nth else to do.. and i need to off in a while.... ITS TOTALLY RANDOM~~~ HAHAZ<br /><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5198998988767722498" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_wb0EmXNq_lA/SCaOCOkdfAI/AAAAAAAAAA4/mXgjvLiDcqU/s320/DSC00108.JPG" border="0" /><br /><br />tuition stuff????<br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_wb0EmXNq_lA/SCaOCekdfBI/AAAAAAAAABA/JO1PhBC_zs4/s1600-h/DSC00096.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5198998993062689810" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_wb0EmXNq_lA/SCaOCekdfBI/AAAAAAAAABA/JO1PhBC_zs4/s320/DSC00096.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br />pizza from pizza hut.. =.= one of legend's work..<br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_wb0EmXNq_lA/SCaOCekdfCI/AAAAAAAAABI/het0Lj0_DCI/s1600-h/DSC00102.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5198998993062689826" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_wb0EmXNq_lA/SCaOCekdfCI/AAAAAAAAABI/het0Lj0_DCI/s320/DSC00102.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br />guanliang... so close...<br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_wb0EmXNq_lA/SCaOCukdfDI/AAAAAAAAABQ/TY4T49gNiPU/s1600-h/DSC00110.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5198998997357657138" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_wb0EmXNq_lA/SCaOCukdfDI/AAAAAAAAABQ/TY4T49gNiPU/s320/DSC00110.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br />dunno who took this...<br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_wb0EmXNq_lA/SCaOCukdfEI/AAAAAAAAABY/8M_bglZ2uZg/s1600-h/DSC00111.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5198998997357657154" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_wb0EmXNq_lA/SCaOCukdfEI/AAAAAAAAABY/8M_bglZ2uZg/s320/DSC00111.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br />another one...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7931276029641635739-6813071892320711721?l=myinnerbao.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah BaOhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07732561035349753427noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7931276029641635739.post-24983475773734834752008-04-25T19:51:00.002+08:002008-04-25T20:00:03.925+08:00wth??!!! SIGH~~ i've been neglecting my blog... so all of u waiting for my new post here it is.. not much happen since i left off... crashing into dad's fren's car usin my dad's car... almost quitted... yadah2... u noe... de usual's... like yea rite... hahaz... anywayz... i hope tat i can post more often... hahaz... been skipping alot of classes recently... and get to gossip like wad... hahaz... but i don think anythin else happen... o ya... today science exhibition... lolx... get to disect the frogs again and again... muahahahaz... kinda addicted to disectin things... hahaz... i think i only hav this to say for this entry... till next time... hahaz...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7931276029641635739-2498347577373483475?l=myinnerbao.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah BaOhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07732561035349753427noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7931276029641635739.post-47580924740041520232008-04-01T16:55:00.003+08:002008-12-09T17:39:52.949+08:00<span style="font-family:arial;">I'm learnin how to edit my blog... hahaz.. after seeing my frenz blogs.. i feel that i'm so small... and insufficient... T.T but i'm trying my best to improve.. on my blogging, driving, studying... etc etc... i hope my blog would look better now.. but i think its almost de same.. hahaz.... still got something tat i still dunno... hahaz...</span><br /><p></p><p></p><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_wb0EmXNq_lA/R_H5_zN3NcI/AAAAAAAAAAw/RnNN9PsW62I/s1600-h/DSC00047.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5184199520555578818" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_wb0EmXNq_lA/R_H5_zN3NcI/AAAAAAAAAAw/RnNN9PsW62I/s320/DSC00047.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br />My homey legend<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7931276029641635739-4758092474004152023?l=myinnerbao.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah BaOhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07732561035349753427noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7931276029641635739.post-82540835601401726282008-03-30T15:19:00.003+08:002008-04-01T16:51:36.266+08:00hahaz... been three o was it two days tat i havne touch my blog.. i got loads of stuff to unload...<br />first of all... had a tirin weekend.. had to drive myself around... den had drama practice.. den played tennis wif my peeps... fun fun fun... but i did get scold by my mom for disobeying her... den de stupid fudgin red car's clutch is fudgin hard to use... like someone grease it la please.. fuku.. den i got my hair cut... sweet... but dunno can do myself o not.. post it next time la.. hahaz... den i still got work to do now.. so i'll just say bye bye for now...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7931276029641635739-8254083560140172628?l=myinnerbao.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah BaOhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07732561035349753427noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7931276029641635739.post-64031244679363873452008-03-27T14:44:00.000+08:002008-03-27T14:56:14.062+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">this is my second blog since yesterday.... not really sure if i can not let blogging interrupt wif my life.. hopefully i can control myself.. hahaz.. today is another day at school... duty.. school work... teachers.. frenz... but today was only a wee bit different.. frenz got their name corrupted ( put it in a way) on de internet.. hz... de misusing of blog.. hopefully this will not happen again... besides from tat my effin drivin teacher postpone my test till the 10th.. though this is not any new news.. but still freaking piss me off.. making me think bout tat matter always end up in a rhythmic slang of "beautiful vocabulary".. but i think i felt somewhat better after telling this.. hahaz... so anyways.. i think tats most probably out of my entire school day... maybe gonna post another entry tonite... hahaz... seeing tat my parents r not at home... hahaz... kinda miss them already...this er.... another writer's block... hahaz.... anyways... gotta study hard for spm ( lame ).... hahaz... i think tats all i got for this entry...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7931276029641635739-6403124467936387345?l=myinnerbao.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah BaOhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07732561035349753427noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7931276029641635739.post-2706528820813473362008-03-26T21:11:00.000+08:002008-03-26T21:19:04.080+08:00well there's first time for everythin i gues.. never knew tat i wud go into bloggin.. hahaz...<br />my first entry... wow.. a big step in my bloggin life.. havin writers block now..<br />seriously dunno wad to write.. is it coz i'm nervous o i dunno how to express myself..<br />o maybe is coz i jz hav to many jumbled up feeling inside of me.. hahaz...<br />haiz... dunno why my laughter now is getting really fake.. am i having too much stress o wad??<br />haiz... eh??? i jz put in my first thought no second thought of de day.. good job iqbal... hahaz...<br />who am i kidding.. i'm just making a laughing stock out of myself.. but tats how i define who i am..<br />maybe i need a new point of view.. who noes ppl will like de new me.. hahaz... who am i kidding..<br />change is hard.. but for a person to be come better its a must for de person to change.. to adept..<br />if not u'll be rejected by this unfair world... i think tats all for my first entry.. hope i can write more.. hahaz... ciao for now~~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7931276029641635739-270652882081347336?l=myinnerbao.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah BaOhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07732561035349753427noreply@blogger.com1